Petal white, Eternal sage and Mist

Why was i at a loss while deciding what colours i wanted? I loved Neptune's Jewel, i yearned for lime green and i could have cried for soft lavender. But no, one must not be sentimental, never should one betray his/her emotions to others.One has to be tough, strong, a brave heart, a man of few words, a wise one, someone who can take charge of the situation, someone who protects others, makes the weaklings feel secure, one whose hands are at once strong and tender... My choice is made- petal white, eternal sage and mist... Have i found you yet?